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I felt again!!!
It's been almost a year since my last entry, and I think I have a really good reason for writing it.
Today is quite special day for me, cause tonight I finally felt something.
That's it.
Sounds pretty easy - to feel. I wouldn't say so. And it's not that I was depressed or something, not at all. I had a pretty good year: I went abroad to Germany for 2 weeks, I cleaned my head before going back to college after a year of absence. I watched many movies and TV series, went to cinema at least once or twice a month, went out with friends for a beer almost every week. Just enjoyed my life at it fullest.
It all felt good, but nothing of it felt
Where/How Do I Begin Again?
Almost 2 months ago, on Christmas Eve I wrote a journal full of new New Year's resolutions, excitement and hope for a better future, I actually felt like I knew what I wanted in life and how to do it, but now?... I don't think so. The picture that I drew in my mind is getting kind of unclear and blurry and it makes me feel so frustrated and helpless and fucking angry with myself!!! How could I let the things to go this far, to the point I don't know what to do, where to begin fixing them???
So I decided to start over.
I'm failing at college. So I decided to take a break until the fall to figure some things out, things like "Do I really want
Everyone should have a dream!
...Even a pathetically unrealistic one.:blush:
I had a lot of dreams over these few years, hell, my whole life, and I always used to think of them as something unreachable and impossible, but seems like 2015 decided to prove me wrong and I'm so happy it did! I had so much fun this year - of course, there were some downfalls, things I'd prefer to erase from my mind, but compared to some other years I feel pretty much compensated!
Here's a list of what I've managed to do this year:HAD A FREAKING TATTOO!!!!! I've dreamed of one from the age of 14.B-)Went to visit my family abroad, in Ukraine.:woohoo:WENT TO A BON JOVI CONCERT!!!!! How cool is
What's up, guys?
Hi, guys!!!
It's been 6 months since my last entry and they've been a fucking long ones, too. So many things have happened, more bad than good, but it's not like this is something new for me - you know, I found out, that you just get used to it after a while.:shrug: But some good things did happen to me - a second semester starts in March 1st, I'm almost finished with the exams, I found a few good friends and I really hope that this friendship will last even after a college.
I found it difficult to find an inspiration with all those things that's happened lately in my life, even more so because my computer started to act up like a bitch and
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